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Wednesday, July 1, 2009

It's been a while...

It's been a while since I posted and I'm feeling kinda down so I figured I could get it all out on here.

We have had some family drama, which I am over and don't even want to think about.  I did nothing wrong and I'm NOT going to apologize for something I didn't do.  

School is out, but I am taking classes and they are really kicking my butt.  I cannot wait for July 14th!  

On a lighter note my BFF is expecting, I was really hoping we could go through this together, but its not looking like that is going to happen as I started spotting today :(  Of course it could happen in the near future, but who knows.  My sister-in-laws, sister-in-law is also expecting.  And while I am happy for both my friends, I break a little every time one of my friends gets pregnant and I'm still not.  

I want to have tests done to find out if there is a reason it hasn't happened for us, but that would just be bad too.  If they find something wrong our insurance will not pay for treatment.  I feel so lost in this process right now.  And on top of all of that my cycles keep getting longer :(  I need to have a good cry, but I don't have time too...

I just need some good news something to lift my spirits a bit...